An Affair

So its true what they say... Love will find a way. Even if you shut the door in her face. Even if you jump on a plane to the furthest place away from her grasp.... Love will find you. 

For a while I thought "To Hell with Love!!!" but I guess Love didn't feel the same way. My heart is open, and although it bothers me for it to be so free, perhaps its a good thing because its a warm invitation to those who may want to enter. An open door, an open book, a window for her to climb through. Yeah thats silly ol' me.

I feel her everywhere I go. I see her in the sky dancing on clouds, in the trees laying on a branch, in my reflection from the water on the ground...I taste her in every morsel of food I intake. She is sour. She is bitter. She is spicy. She is....sweet:) It doesn't matter what I'm craving, she satisfies my hunger everytime. I can boil her til she's tender, or fry her til she's golden brown... my appetite is fixed. 

Yes, my relationship with Love has been rocky, but I cannot let her go. She is beautiful as she is cunning. She is smooth. Sassy. Seductive. Sexy. Sophisticated. Strong. She knows she has me in the palm of her pretty little hand. I look into her eyes and see immense beauty shining through. But there is also pain. I want to be her hero. And relieve her of her distress, but do I have that power?

I kiss her lips and feel joy rush through my body. My eyes well of tears. My head falls back and I know that with her.... I am happy....

She whispers gently in my ear peaceful things that soothe my soul. I envision us holding hands, and strolling through parks in the spring. Beaches in the summer. Snow in the winter. Could this all be possible? She kisses my neck softly, and promises me a beautiful future of bliss and romance. I cannot lie, this sounds so good... I believe her words. I have faith in her... I have faith in us.

Sometimes I swear she's playing games with me. Making me out to be some type of fool but...

I cannot let her go....

She leaves me breathless, but with the rest of my strength I will make a toast:
Cheers!... to a neverending affair with Love <3