They say to never ask a question you don't really want the answer to. But what if I'm tired of making assumptions? What if I'm tired of living life in the dark? What if I want the TRUTH for once?
What if I told you I love you? What if I meant it? What if I know about HER?
What if I still want you in spite of? What if I dream about you all the time?
What if long to hear your voice? See your smile? Touch your skin everyday?....
What if I can't stand this uncertainty between us any longer?
What if my heart is breaking & it's all your fault?
What if I'm crying inside b/c you won't love me back? What if I wasted my time crushing on you?
And all the poems written, all the in depth discussions, all the "movie nights" were failed attempts to reach your heart?
What is so wrong with me that you won't give in to my request of desire? Am I too forward?
Am I simply not your type? If so, why string me along this far? When time isn't counted and distance doesn't matter, where do I stand with you?
Should I turn my back and walk away... for good? Will you miss me if I do?
Should I stay, and face the pain hoping you will finally receive what I've wanted to give you all along...or is my love just not good enough for you?
Are these feelings even worth having?
Will I ever get these questions answered? (smh)
***Love is a BEAUTIFUL thing, but it loses radiance when it cannot be shared***
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